Your English as not bad at all.
It sounds like a boot loop. To fix: power the phone off. Press and hold volume down and the power keys at the same time. Once the recovery menu pops up, select wipe data/factory reset and then wipe cache partition. Use volume up and down to move, power to select. This will erase everything on the phone but it should fix it.
The other thing is that if you took a factory update while rooted, you may need to reflash the ROM you had and then do a wipe.
Your phone is not ruined, wrecked or bricked. Its just a software issue with the OTA. A wipe should fix it, otherwise reflash and you will be golden.